生 活 是 时 时 刻 刻 不 知 如 何 是 好

让 音 乐 来 告 诉 内 心

By an old drinking well on the grass so green
I lay down and fell into a dream
By a strange mellow sound from a silver eyed bird
I opened my eyes but said no word
On the pathway came walking a woman so bold
Behind her in silence went the old
Ahead ran the children with joyful cries
Their faces were lifted to the skies
The woman's hair was raven and black as the night
Covered with stars shining bright
As they passed by the well I saw that their eyes
Were flaming like many coloured ice
They passed by the well like a breeze pure and clean
Soon they were nowhere to be seen
When I woke up alone on the grass so green
I looked into the well to catch the dream
The water was rising and I felt a chill
I willed the water to be still
There was a face in the mirror like a face out of time
The eyes held a shimmery shine
There was a face in the mirror
and the face wasn't mine
The eyes held a shimmery shine

这一天最有意义的事情莫过于发现了这首歌。。。

well i was doubling over the load on my shoulders
was a weight i carried with me everyday
crossing miles of frustrations and rivers a raging
picking up stones i found along the way
i staggered and i stumbled down
pathways of trouble
i was hauling those souvenirs of misery
and with each step taken my back was breaking
'til i found the one who took it all from me
down by the riverside
(down by the riverside)
i laid my burdens down,
now i'm traveling light
my spirit lifted high
(i found my freedom now)
i found my freedom now
and i'm traveling light
through the darkest alleys and loneliest valleys
i was dragging those heavy chains of doubt and fear
then with the one word spoken the locks were broken
now he's leading me to places
where there are no tears
down by the riverside
(down by the riverside)
i laid my burdens down,
now i'm traveling light
my spirit lifted high
(i found my freedom now)
i found my freedom now
and i'm traveling light
down by the riverside
i laid my burdens down,
now i'm traveling light
my spirit lifted high
i found my freedom now
and i'm traveling light
down by the riverside
(down by the riverside)
i laid my burdens down,
now i'm traveling light
my spirit lifted high
(i found my freedom now)
i found my freedom now
and i'm traveling light

如双倍的重量压在肩上，
感觉自己每日在负重前行；
走过挫折的道路，穿越伤痛的河流，
不断俯拾路旁的卵石；
我摇晃着，坎坷前行，
眼前是充满烦恼的路。
我拖曳着，和这些负重，
每一步都感觉后背要被压垮，
直到我发现了他，
卸下了我全部的负重。
走在河滩上，
我卸下了负重，
现在我轻装前行。
我的精神在升腾，
我终于找到了自由。
我轻装前行。
在黑暗的隧道和孤独的山谷里，
我曾背负那些沉重的锁链，
充满不安和恐惧，
可现在一句简单的话，锁链已打开，
他引导我来到了再也不要流泪的地方。
走在河滩上，
我卸下了负重，
现在我轻装前行。
我的精神在升腾，
我终于找到了自由。
我轻装前行。

这首歌属于孤单的人所有，在豆瓣上看到很多人写到，听这首歌时常常泪流满面，我静听完了，知道我也是这样的一个人，只是把泪流到了心里。。。
一遍遍听这首歌，心隐隐有点痛，如同别人的一句话：投入感情的理解，犹如切肤之痛。想想几个月前看了梵高传的电影，几近落泪，很少有人懂得梵高，李志是一位走得很近的人了。。。

梵高先生
李志

谁的父亲死了
请你告诉我如何悲伤
谁的爱人走了
请你告诉我如何遗忘
不管你拥有什么
我们生来就是孤独

让我再看你一眼
星空和黑夜
西去而转折的飞鸟
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤单
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤独
我们生来就是孤独

Three Coins in the Fountain，泉水中的三枚硬币，又名罗马之恋，这是电影主题曲，今天听到这首歌，感觉很舒服，于是把这部电影加入收藏待看中。

Three coins in the fountain
Each one seeking happiness
Thrown by three hopeful lovers
Which one will the fountain bless

Three hearts in the fountain
Each heart longing for its home
There they lie in the fountain
Somewhere in the heart of Rome

Which one will the fountain bless?
Which one will the fountain bless?

Three coins in the fountain
Through the ripples how they shine
Just one wish will be granted
One heart will wear a valentine

Make it mine
Make it mine
Make it mine

Which one will the fountain bless
Which one will the fountain bless

Three coins in the fountain
Through the ripples how they shine
Just one wish will be granted
One heart will wear a valentine

Make it mine
Make it mine
Make it mine

I said I like my life. If I have to give it back, if they take it from me
let me only not feel I wasted any, let me not feel I forgot
to love anyone I meant to love, that I forgot to give
what I held in my hands, that I forgot
to do some little piece of the work that
wanted to come through

三十而立，当日子一点点逼近这一天时，我心不免恐慌，青春飞扬的日子过去了，最重要的东西却没留下，没人告诉我为什么，没人告诉我怎么做，时间的残酷和无情就是不能回头，只能认命地向前，回头望望那远去的日子如同在飞驰的火车上一闪而过的树一样不会再见，当站在镜子前打量自己的时候，再也找不到昨日的童年和少年，可以很坚强，但是心在怀念；很努力地工作和一点点提高自己，只为了她的幸福，可是愈是渴望愈是得不到，一天天，一年年何时了解？这是我的生活。。

It`my life
这是我的生活
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
这不是一首给伤心人的歌
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
信仰破灭，无声地祈祷
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
我不想变成茫茫人群中微不足道的一个
You're gonna hear my voice
你将会听到我的声音
When I shout it out loud
当我大声唱出自己的声音
It's my life
这是我的生活
It's now or never
要么现在就开始努力，不然永远都不会有改变
I ain't gonna live forever
我不奢望永恒的生命
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
(It's my life) （这就是我的生活）
My heart is like an open highway
我的心像高速公路
Like Frankie said
就像法记所说的
I did it my way
我用自己的方式
I just wanna live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年做好自己
It's my life
这是我的生活
This is for the ones who stood their ground
这是为了那些坚持自己立场的人
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
为了汤米和吉娜，他们从不退缩
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
明天我们将更坚强，再不犯任何错误
Luck ain't even lucky
卢克（运气）也并非很幸运
Got to make your own breaks
做自己的蛋糕
It's my life
这是我的生活
And it's now or never
要么现在开始努力，不然永远不会有改变
I ain't gonna live forever
我不奢望永恒的生命
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
(It's my life) （这是我的生活）
My heart is like an open highway
我的心像高速公路
Like Frankie said
就像法记所说的
I did it my way
这是我自己的方式
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
'Cause it's my life
因为这是我的生活
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
当他们叫你出去，你最好站直了
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
别弯腰，别害怕，别退缩
It's my life
这是我的生活
And it's now or never
要么现在开始努力，不然永远不会有所改变
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
因为我不想永远地活着
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
(It's my life) (这是我的生活)
My heart is like an open highway
我的心像高速公路
Like Frankie said
就像法记所说的
I did it my way
我用自己的方式
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
It's my life
这是我的生活
And it's now or never
要么现在开始努力，要么永远不会改变
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
因为我不能永远活着
I just want to live while I'm alive
我只想在有生之年好好活着
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
我的心像高速公路
Like Frankie said
就像法记所说的
I did it my way
我用自己的方式
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
我只想在有生之年好好活着，
因为这是我的生活

这个阴阴的下午，空气有些沉闷，这样一首歌改变了我的心境。。。

Daily Growing

爱尔兰Altan乐队

The trees they grow high, and the leaves they do grow green,
树已长高,叶子已变绿
Many is the time my true love I've seen,
多少次我看着这一切如同望着我的爱人
Many an hour I have watched him all alone,
许多时候我都在孤单地注视着他
He's young but he's daily growing.
他很年轻但他在一天天长大

Father, dear father, you've done me great wrong,
父亲,亲爱的父亲, 你犯了一个很大的错误
You have married me to a boy who is too young,
你把我嫁给了一个那么年轻的男孩
I am twice twelve and he is but fourteen,
我已经24了而他14岁
He's young but he's daily growing.
他很年轻, 但我想他会日渐成长

Daughter, dear daughter, I've done you no wrong,
女儿, 我亲爱的女儿,我并没有做错
I have married you to a great lord's son,
我把你嫁给了一个显耀贵族的儿子
He will be a man for you when I am dead and gone,
有一天当我不在了他会很好地照顾你
He's young but he's daily growing
他现在很年轻,但他会一天天成长

Father, dear father, if you see fit,
父亲,亲爱的父亲,如果你同意
We'll send him to college for another year yet,
在来年我们把他送到大学去
I'll tie a blue ribbon all around his head,
我会为他裹上蓝色的头巾
To let the maidens know that he is married.
让别人知道他已经结婚了

One day I was looking over my father's castle wall,
一天我从父亲的城墙上远望
I spied all the boys playing with a ball,
我看到男孩们正在打球
And my own true love was the flower of them all,
而我的爱人是当中的佼佼
He's young but he's daily growing.
他现在很年轻但他在一天天成长

And so early in the morning at the dawning of the day,
时值清晨,在拂晓时分
They went into a hayfield to have some sport and play,
他们来到草地上玩耍嬉闹
And what they did there she never would declare,
他们在那儿所做的一切她永远也不会说出来
But she never more complained of his growing.
但她从此不再嘟哝他的成长

At the age of fourteen he was a married man,
14岁时,他已为人夫
At the age of fifteen the father of my son,
15岁时,他已为人父
At the age of sixteen his grave it was green,
16岁时,他的坟墓郁郁苍苍
And death had put an end to his growing.
死亡为他的成长画上了句号

I'll buy my love some flannel, I'll make my love a shroud,
我要给我的爱人买绒服, 给他做寿衣
With every stitch I put in it, the tears they will pour down,
每缝一针,眼泪就默默流淌
With every stitch I put in it, how the tears they will flow,
一针又一针, 我不知如何控制我的泪水
Cruel fate has put an end to his growing.
也许是命运的捉弄, 他就这样走完他的一生

Day Of Your Beliefs
满怀信念的日子

这首歌出自芬兰AMORPHIS乐队2003年的专辑《Far From the Sun》，喜欢这首歌，不仅仅它被选作为我最喜欢的电视节目天下足球的片尾曲，也许它更适合我现在的心境，我需要一些强烈的，有力的东西表达自己的心声，生活有些难，我得承认，我过得有些不如意，但我必须面对和有勇气走下去，愿这首歌给我信心和力量。

I can hear your yearnings
我能听到你对未来的渴望
your anguished cries
和你痛苦的哭泣
let the nourishment pass you by
让以往的呵护宠爱远去
as it leaves you without
不留下印记
without a trace

it leaves you without the scars
不留下毁伤
it leaves you without the scars
不留下毁伤
it's a day of the ruins
这是梦想破灭的日子
the time of your relief
是彻底解脱的日子
it's a day of the judgements
是理智决断的日子
the day of your beliefs
是满怀信念的日子
bitter is the end
痛苦是泪水的终结
the end of your cry

let your nourishment pass you by
让以往的呵护宠爱远去
it'll leave you without
不带走你的信念
without your faith

it'll leave you without your grace
不带走你的美丽
it'll leave you without your grace
不带走你的美丽

it's a day of the ruins
这是梦想破灭的日子
the time of your relief
是彻底解脱的日子
it's a day of the judgements
是理智决断的日子
the day of your beliefs
是满怀信念的日子
it's a day of the ruins
这是梦想破灭的日子
the time of your relief
是彻底解脱的日子
it's a day of the judgements
是理智决断的日子
the day of your beliefs
是满怀信念的日子

遗忘所有Leave Out All The Rest，这是一首来自林肯公园乐队Linkin Park的歌，越来越喜欢这样柔和一些的摇滚音乐，有一些阴郁，但不颓废，在呐喊中让人感觉到一丝希望，这样的音乐，如同放大了的现实世界和内心世界，让人看得更清楚，让人感受最深刻。
学会遗忘，遗忘那些恨和抱怨，遗忘过去和陈旧，放开心窗，让爱充满。

Leave Out All The Rest

dreamed I was missing  我在梦中迷失
You were so scared你  恐惧万分
But no one would listen  没有人倾听
'Cause no one else cares  因为没有人在意
After my dreaming  梦醒了
I woke with this fear  恐惧依然没有消散
What am I leaving  我该怎么面对
When I'm done here  我所做的一切
So if you're asking me I want you to know  当你问我时 我只想让你明白

When my time comes  当我离开这个世界的时候
Forget the one that I've done  请忘记我犯过的错
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed  请帮我留下一些让人思念的理由
And don't resent me  请不要再怨恨我
And when you're feeling empty  当你觉得寂寞时
Keep me in your memory  让我留在你的记忆中
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切

Don't be afraid  不要害怕
I've taken my beating  我已经承受过挫折
I've shed when I'm near  我也曾分享过我的拥有
I'm strong to surface  表面上我很坚强
Not all the way through  并不代表内心我也很坚强
I've never been perfect  我不是完美的
But neither have you  但你也不是
So if you're asking me I want you to know  当你问我时 我只想让你明白

When my time comes  当我离开这个世界的时候
Forget the one that I've done  请忘记我犯过的错
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed  请帮我留下一些让人思念的理由
Don't resent me  请不要再怨恨我
And when you're feeling empty  当你觉得寂寞时
Keep me in your memory  让我留在你的记忆中
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切

Forgetting all the hurt inside  遗忘
You've learned to hide so well  你心中深藏的伤痕
Pretending someone else can come and save me  假装有人能来把我自己拯救
From myself  这里
I can't be who you are  我是我，不会是你

When my time comes  当我离开这个世界的时候
Forget the one that I've done  请忘记我犯过的错
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed  请帮我留下一些让人思念的理由
Don't resent me  请不要再怨恨我
And when you're feeling empty  当你觉得寂寞时
Keep me in your memory  让我留在你的记忆中
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切
Leave out all the rest  遗忘所有的一切

Forgetting all the hurt inside  遗忘
You've learned to hide so well  你心中深藏的伤痕
Pretending someone else can come and save me  假装有人能来把我自己拯救
From myself  这里
I can't be who you are  我是我，不会是你

每个人都有自己的生活世界，我现在追求的只是一种平静而富有情感的生活，我不要多么美好，多么幸福，多么注目的生活。但在我的音乐世界中，我追求的就是一种全部的生活，平静柔和，或强烈震撼，一切美好的，新鲜的东西都是一种心灵体验，仔细听吧，这也是现实的世界，只是我从不涉及的地方。

Dream
by nana

In my dreams god is talking to me 在梦中，我听到上帝的声音
In my dreams i am down on my knees 我跪下祈祷
In my dreams i am begging you please 祈求
Let my soul rest in peace 让我的灵魂安息

Dreams sometimes i ask the lord why 有时候梦中我会问lord
Mama back again in my dreams you are alive为什么妈妈又回来活在我梦中
I don't know reality of fiction 我不理解虚幻的真实。
I guess you and the lord guiding on my mission我想您和上帝在指引我继续使命。
Who am i an actor or musician我是谁，演员还是乐师，
Dreaming all these years finally the right decision这么多年的梦想后是正确的抉择，
I can't breathe my mind is wide open我无法呼吸，心门敞开
Nightmares in the night bedsheet like an ocean 伴随着如大海般平稳的床上的噩梦，
Sleeping deep i can hear god speak沉睡中我聆听上帝的声音
Your life in my hands check the bible read and preach "生活自己主宰，何不传道圣经"
My eyes open begin to realize 睁开眼睛我才意识到自己仍在伪装的虚幻之中，
I am still in my dreams who's the man in disguise
I start trippin' think a sec about the kitchen只一秒钟我想到了我的厨房
Have to face the fact about my future reputation想到了我所正在面对的我的未来（名誉）
In addition minimize my ambition还有被低估的我的抱负和干劲
Lord wake me up change my situation上帝唤醒我，让我获得重生。

In my dreams god is talking to me 在梦中，我听到上帝的声音
In my dreams i am down on my knees 我跪下祈祷
In my dreams i am begging you please 祈求
Let my soul rest in peace 让我的灵魂安息

Life is too short too short to live in anger人生苦短，无谓生气
Can't stand these negative vibes不容那些负面的感情亵渎；
Life is too short too short to live with danger人生苦短，不经风雨
Please help me god to survive请给我庇护
Can′t just stand these negative vibes怎么不能容忍那些负面的感情
Won′t you help me god to survive您将会庇护我生命
Can′t just stand these negative vibes怎么不能容忍那些负面的感情

Dreams i just can't explain我还是不能解释梦想
They bug me out make me trip in so many ways在我面前展示这么多前程，她困扰着我，
I want the truth nothing but the truth我想知道也只想知道事实。
Entire 411 i am goin' back to my roots 我一直在重回本性，
Woop woop that's the sound of the police突然响起警铃
Young gifted black i am down on my knees像个天生温驯的小动物，我屈膝下跪
Irritated lost nowhere to go惶恐之下走投无路
Help me please rescue me i am losing control我逐渐丧失理智，请救救我
The show must go on i wanna have my piece of cake演出必须继续，我想拿到我的那份蛋糕
Seperate good from the bad and fake让美好从邪恶和虚伪中脱身
Snakes always wanna ride your jack and place总有小人在觊觎您的一切，
Their behinds in your face dispossess your space他们挡住你的面容，撵走您的位置。
In my dreams i see a picture of your face只有在梦中我才看到你的容貌。
Life is too short b take a break人生苦短，只有稍息。
I wish good luck for you and yours祝愿您和您的一切好运
Dreams see me walking through that door在梦中看着我穿过梦之门。

In my dreams god is talking to me 在梦中，我听到上帝的声音
In my dreams i am down on my knees 我跪下祈祷
In my dreams i am begging you please 祈求
Let my soul rest in peace 让我的灵魂安息

Could you ease my pain and show me good things is my life能否去我痛苦，示我美好
Could it be that i′m just to blind,正为我如此愚昧
Life is to short,人生如此短暂
To short to live in anger, 无谓在愤怒中浪费
Please help me god to survive请给我庇护
Still talking in my dreams, 在梦中同我话语，
Without you life is not what it seams没有你生活也失去意义
This is so hard to take 我知道这很难。

意大利女歌手Laura Pausini，听听她的歌，深沉，深情，文字描述总是不够。。。
One More Time(再一次)
电影《瓶中信》主题曲

Nothing I must do
无事可从
Nowhere I should be
无处可依
No one in my life
无人可思
To answer to but me
唯我自己
No more candlelight
不再有温馨的烛光
No more purple skies
不再有紫色的天空
No one to be near
没有人在我身边
As my heart slowly dies
我的心慢慢死去
If I could hold you one more time
假使我再次能拥你入怀
Like in the days when you were mine
就像在那些你属于我的日子里
I''d look at you ''till I was blind
我会看着你直到失明
So you would stay
这样你会留步
I''d say a prayer each time you''d smile
我祈祷每次你的浅笑
Cradle the moments like a child
像个孩子放入摇篮
I''d stop the world if only I
我宁愿静止整个世界
Could hold you one more time
要是我能再一次拥抱你
I''ve memorized your face
记得你的笑靥
I know your touch by heart
通晓你的灵犀
Still lost in your embrace
在你的拥抱中迷失
I''d dream of where you are
魂牵梦绕你身在何方
Dream of where you are
魂牵梦绕你身处何方
(hmmmmmm.....)
One more time
再一次(拥抱你)...

I''ve memorized your face
记得你的笑靥
I know your touch by heart
通晓你的灵犀
Still lost in your embrace
在你的拥抱中迷失
I''d dream of where you are
魂牵梦绕你身在何方
One more time
再一次(拥抱你)...

今天早上，很偶然在朋友家听到这首歌，心中迅速记下名字，来到单位，下载下来，细细品味，明天要出差了，就把这首歌放在博客上吧。
唯美 深情

ARE YOU THE ONE
by Timo Tolkki
 
Are you the one?
你是他吗
The traveller in time who has come
进入我生命的陌生人
To heal my wounds to lead me to the sun
治愈心伤,播撒阳光
To walk this path with me until the end of time
结伴走在生命的小路上
Are you the one?
你是他吗
Who sparkles in the night like fireflies
萤火虫般流彩的目光
Eternity of evening sky
对视,在永恒的夜空
Facing the morning eye to eye
直至晨曦来将
Are you the one?
你是他吗
Who'd share this life with me
与我共度此生
Who'd dive into the sea with me
与我在深海偎依
Are you the one?
你是他吗
Who"s had enough of pain
受尽创伤
And doesn"t wish to feel the shame, anymore
不愿再心伤
Are you the one?
你会是他吗
Are you the one?
你是他吗
Who's love is like a flower that needs rain
他的爱是雨中的花朵
To wash away the feeling of pain
冲去了忧伤
Which sometimes can lead to the chain of fear
不再迷茫彷徨
Are you the one?
你是他吗
To walk with me in garden of stars
一起走在群星之下
The universe, the galaxies and Mars
火星,银河,宇宙
The supernova of our love is true
见证我们爱的迸发

几年前，从一本被人废弃的书上取下一页，上面是一首歌，我很喜欢它的词，今天整理东西的时候又看到了，就放在博客上吧。

you made me find myself-Leann Rimes
重拾自我

bet you thought my world was over
你肯定以为我的世界已不复存在
bet you thought i'd crash and burn
你肯定以为我会崩溃
you thought i'd never
你以为我永远
pick myself up off the floor
不能再振作
but baby you were wrong
但亲爱的，你错了
just like before
就像从前一样

i used to breathe you
我曾经向你低声倾诉
i used tu need you
我曾经需要你
i used to bang on every word that say
我曾经相信你的每一句话
i used to please you
我曾经讨好你
to try to make me someone else
扮演不属于我的角色
and i thank you from
我从内心
my heart for your help
感谢你的帮助
'couse you made me find myself
因为你使我找到自我
 
i use to think if i surrendered
我曾经认为如果我退让
i'd be the perfect one for you
我会成为你完美的伴侣
but i swear i can't renenber ,no,no
但我发誓我不记得
a single day of happindss with you
有过一天同你幸福相处
 
no i'm not going back in time
我不会再追忆
and there's a price fou being strong
坚强需要付出代价
but i can live with who i am
但我能照我的本色生活

you made me find my dreams
你使我找到我的梦想
you made me find my love
你使我找到了自己的爱
you made me find myself
你使我找到了自我
thank you
谢谢你
thank you
谢谢你

什么是青春，青春就是在那时不知道什么是青春，过了那时才知道什么是青春的时光；青春是人生最无知，最冲动，最梦想，最单纯的人生经历；

许多年以后，也许一张小小的照片也会让你发呆或伤感，那些青葱岁月，为什么让人如此地留恋和难忘？那心中默默喜欢过的女孩，那睡在上铺的兄弟，今天还好吗？

今天站在青春的边缘，呐喊一声，青春万岁！然后挥挥手，然后继续走下去。

青 春

沈庆

青春的花开花谢

让我疲惫却不后悔

四季的雨飞雪飞

让我心醉却不堪憔悴

轻轻的风清清的梦

轻轻的晨晨昏昏

淡淡的雨淡淡的泪

淡淡的年年岁岁

在这个流浪的岁月

我就这样一去不回

没有谁暗示我这想家的苦涩滋味

每一天金黄的落霞

我都想去静静依偎

每一颗透明的露珠吸取我沉淀的伤悲

在那诱人的春色里

我遇到了盛开的她

亮丽着旋目的光华

像一个美丽童话

允许我为你高歌吧

以后我夜夜不能入睡

允许我为你哭泣吧

在眼泪里我能自由地飞

梦里的天空很淡

我就躺在你肩膀下

梦里的日子很忙

我就开始想要回家

在那片金色的山坡

我要埋下我所有的歌

等待着终于有一天

我们在世间穿梭

青春的花开花谢

让我疲惫却不后悔

四季的雨飞雪飞

让我心醉却不堪憔悴

纠缠的云纠缠的泪

纠缠的晨晨昏昏

流逝的风流逝的梦

流逝的年年岁岁

纠缠的云纠缠的泪

纠缠的晨晨昏昏

流逝的风流逝的梦

流逝的年年岁岁

每个人心中都有一首属于自己的歌。

如果有一首歌，可以概括我，那肯定就是这首歌了。多年来，我一直在现实与梦想中徘徊，既不屈服于现实，也不肯放弃梦想，努力过，失败过，快乐过，孤单过。

郑智化，伴我成长的歌手，和他的歌声，永远留在我的记忆中。

我这样的男人

郑智化

我的脚步想要去流浪

我的心却想靠航

我的影子想要去飞翔

我的人还在地上

我的笑容想要去伪装

我的泪却想投降

我的眼光想要去躲藏

我的嘴还在逞强

我这样的男人

没有你想像中坚强

在人世间飘荡

如果你宽容的胸膛

是我停泊的海港

让我在梦和现实之间

找到依靠的地方

最近渐渐喜欢摇滚音乐，对这种陌生的音乐类型，我并不很了解，但在某些时候选择喜欢的歌，一般都是摇滚音乐。

摇滚音乐如同先锋美术中的野兽派风格，现代建筑中的粗野主义，结构主义一样追求原始动力，充满超现实的想象力。

摇滚是一种精神的力量，让内心燃烧，释放日日积累的压抑，淋漓尽致发泄情感，追求超脱一般的体验。

拿起吉他是神，放下吉他是鬼，许多摇滚歌手扮演这样的角色，台上，万众瞩目，台下，颓废不堪。许多年过去，人们记得的只是那呐喊的声音。

生活不能没有激情，生命不能没有摇滚。

介绍一首温和一点的摇滚歌曲，最近很喜欢，来自Green Day，绿日(Green Day)乐队是90年代美国最受欢迎的摇滚乐队之一。

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Green Day

walk a lonely road
我走在空无一人的路上
The only one that I have ever known
我唯一记得的路上
Don't know where it goes
我不知道通向哪里
But it's home to me and I walk alone
但我知道通向我的家，我孤独的走着

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
我走在空无一人的梦碎大道上，整个城市都已沉睡
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
而我是唯一清醒的人，我孤独的走着

I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
只有我的影子陪伴着我
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
只有我的虚弱的心脏还在跳动
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
我希望有人能发现我
'Til then I walk alone
直到我死

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
我走向市中心
That divides me somewhere in my mind
那里在我心中又是另一番景象
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
在边界线上我孤独的走着

Read between the lines
我仔细的思索
What's fucked up and everything's alright
美国的混乱和一切事情都是理所当然的
Check my vital signs
我看了一下我的脉搏
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
我还活着，我孤独的走着

I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk alone
我孤独的走着

I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk alone
我孤独的走着

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
只有我的影子陪伴着我
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
只有我的虚弱的心脏还在跳动
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
我希望有人能发现我
'Til then I walk alone
直到我死

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
我孤独的走着
I walk alone
我孤独的走着

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
我走在空无一人的梦碎大道上，整个城市都已沉睡
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
而我是唯一醒着的人，我孤独的走着

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
只有我的影子陪伴着我
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
只有我的虚弱的心脏还在跳动
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
我希望有人能发现我
'Til then I walk alone
直到我死

All I ask of you
歌手：Sarah Brightman 
专辑：Phantom of the opera
 
No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here..nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here with you beside you
To guard you and to guide you
All I ask is every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Crawford Michael
Say you need me with you and now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you
Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe..no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you
All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you always beside me
To hold me and to hide me
Then say you'll share with me
One love...one lifetime
Say you need me with you
Here beside you
Anywhere you go
Let me go too..
Christine..That's all I ask of you
All I ask for is ...
One love..one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me each night each morning
Say YOU LOVE ME! (You know I do)
Love me ...

  一生只为这一情

 有情人终成眷属

我逐渐意识到音乐就是我的精神世界。离开它，我将无法生活。

这些年，太多的孤单，太多的挫折，是音乐在慰藉内心，重新给予我信心和勇气来面对生活。如同这个庸懒的下午，无心工作，无所事事，我知道，我需要音乐。当这首歌飘进耳朵时，内心禁不住地颤动和感动，这就是音乐的力量！

请你闭上眼睛，带上耳机，忘记周围，静心听听这首歌，天堂也不过如此。。。

请记住她 Alison Krauss和她的歌声，宛如天音。

 It Doesn't Matter 

It doesn't matter what I want

不必在乎我需要什么

It doesn't matter what I need

不必在乎我渴望什么

It doesn't matter if I cry

如果我哭了 别担心

Don't matter if I bleed

即使伤心欲绝 别难过

You've been on a road

因为 你已上路

Don't know where it goes or where it leads

就算不知从何而来又将去向何处

It doesn't matter what I want

不必在乎我的向往

It doesn't matter what I need

不必在乎我的渴望

If you've made up your mind to go

如果你心意已决

I won't beg you to stay

我不会成为你的羁绊

You've been in a cage

打开禁锢的牢笼

Throw you to the wind you fly away

掷自己于青空 远飞在风中

It doesn't matter what I want

别驻足 尽管我那么向往

It doesn't matter what I need

别回头 尽管我那么渴望

It doesn't matter if I cry

如果我哭了 别担心

Doesn't matter if I bleed

即使心如刀割 别难过

最近很喜欢这首歌，some one like you 每次听到的时候，总有一种淡淡的感觉：思念过去的爱情，思念将来的爱情。

这首歌由挪威歌手Sissel深情演唱，歌声动听而迷人，歌词写得很好。

Some one like you

Swear I made up my mind
When I saw you that first time
It’s like you were send from the sky
The love you hear about
That you just can’t do without
Baby that’s you and I

Always believed there was something more
Through every empty hour I kept searching for

Someone like you
Who does everything the way that you do
Someone like you
Baby, no one holds a candle.
The only someone I want is you

I treasure this romance
And hold you as we dance
Our way through love’s open door
I found my happiness
Within your sweet caress
Than I’ve ever known before

Some things fate won’t let you leave behind
I could turn this world over and I’d never find

Someone like you
Who does everything the way that you do
Someone like you
Baby, no one holds a candle.
The only someone I want is you

It’s not like I’ve given up on life
Just because of one missing part
I’ve never felt something so right
Your love is a gift to my heart

Some things fate won’t let you leave behind
I could turn this world over and I‘d never find

Someone like you
Who does everything the way that you do
Someone like you
Baby, no one holds a candle.
The only someone I want is you

圣诞的早上，一个人安静的听这首教堂歌曲，纯净的歌声，就像是天堂的音乐，专门净化和抚慰人的心灵。

内心的忧伤，生活的孤单，工作的压力似乎都消失了。新的一年快到了，是不是放下过去，重新开始。。。

很遗憾，没找到这首歌的歌词。

歌曲来自Now.The.Green.Blade.Riseth《麦田之歌》，这张唱片成就非凡，是瑞典录音奇才Bertil Aiving 除了《黑教堂》之外的另一伟大之作，因为封面为黄色，所以也称为《黄教堂》。

I Cried For You
by Katie Melua

You're beautiful so silently  你的美丽如此沉静
It lies beneath a shade of blue  存在于淡淡的忧郁之下
It struck me so violently  那么强烈的打动我
When I looked at you  当我看向你时

But others pass, they never pause,  只是其他人经过，他们从不停留
To feel that magic in your hand  感觉你手中的魔力
To me you're like a wild rose  你对于我犹如一朵野玫瑰
They never understand why  他们从不明白为什么

I cried for you  我为你哭泣
When the sky cried for you  当天空为你哭泣
And when you went  当你离开
I became a hopeless drifter  我变成绝望的流浪者
But this life was not for you  但这生命不是为你
Though I learned from you,   虽然我从你那里学到了
That beauty need only be a whisper  美丽只需成为私语

I'll cross the sea for a different world,  我穿越海洋寻求另一个世界
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold  带着你的珍宝，我保守的秘密

In many years they may forget  许多年后他们也许会忘记
This love of ours or that we met,  我们的爱或是我们的相遇
They may not know  他们也许不知道
how much you meant to me.  你对于我意味着什么

I cried for you  我为你哭泣
When the sky cried for you  当天空为你哭泣
And when you went  当你离开
I became a hopeless drifter  我变成绝望的流浪者
But this life was not for you  但这生命不是为你
Though I learned from you,  虽然我从你那里学到了
That beauty need only be a whisper  美丽只需成为私语

Without you now I see,  没有你，如今才我明白
How fragile the world can be  世界会是多么脆弱
And I know you've gone away  我知道你已经离去
But in my heart you'll always stay.  但在我心中你永远长在

I cried for you  我为你哭泣
When the sky cried for you  当天空为你哭泣
And when you went  当你离开
I became a hopeless drifter  我变成绝望的流浪者
But this life was not for you  但这生命不是为你
Though I learned from you,   虽然我从你那里学到了
That beauty need only be a whisper  美丽只需成为私语
That beauty need only be a whisper  美丽只需成为私语